My dearest little buddy RF is engaged to DB and I am so excited for him. I am sort of sad that he may be moving to Boston but I guess I will adjust. And really, what can a person do?
On Saturday night I went to Southeast to attend a party and fell asleep on the bus and was very confused as to where I was to the point of having to ask AA to crack into my facebook to find the address and then google/map it to find out what side of the street it was on. And I was also confused and disoriented because I was assaulted by some crazed drunken pan-handler. I had to smack him with my umbrella.
At first I laughed it off and thought, fucking weirdo! But then I got really shaky and realized I really was assaulted. I had disembarked from the bus and was trying to figure out which way to go next and I hear this "Honey." from behind me and turned to see the same crazy guy who was asking me for change earlier, standing behind me. "Are you okay?" he asked as he used his hands to pull my scarf and therefore me towards him, also taking this opportunity to rub my breasts and breath alcohol in my face.
Perhaps I should get some mace.
This not buying it and no cheese thing is really catching up with me. I have never been so sad as yesterday as I waved at RF and AA as they walked off to Sunday lunch while I went home.
I think I am actually depressed by this whole thing. I have been sleeping odd hours and been sick and had insomnia and been a bit crazy. At first I thought the sleep was related to being sick and on medicine. But it is not. So I really need to focus on finding something to fill my time. I am usually a very social person but I don't socialize at home so not being able to be out spending money has put a damper on that.
I have always been a bit too "in my head" about things and also sort of a "swallow your feelings" type girl. So adding the extra stress and loneliness of this little social experiment is not helping anything.
Not that I'm looking for a doctor's excuse to get out of it. Because unlike SOME people, I have not been spending money on rummage sales. (BURN).
I will now go home and make some curry. Because curry makes everything better.
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